TWENTY HAIKUS IN SUCCESSION OF THOUGHTS

Believe
Force myself to trust
I am tough and strong enough
Now no matter what

Foolery
I have no idea
Was I thinking when I said
In was so in love ?

Lies
He said he loved me
Now I know it wasn't true
Why'd I believe him?

After
I do not like this!
I feel sick to my stomach
Now that I'm alone

Anger
I'm so damned angry
Now I'm let down once again
As Ive always been

Moral
Will I ever learn
How to take my time and earn
What I'm looking for?

Haste
Why'd I trust trust trust
Much too fast I rushed rushed rushed
much much much too much

Abandoned
I thought he loved me
But then he really hurt me
He deserted me

Amore?
What is this thing love?
That I don't know how to do
I don't have a clue!

Ambivalence
After five long days
I can not believe you said
Only five small words!

Deprived
Is that all there is?
None were words I longed to hear
Saying you love me

Adieu!
We will never meet
So whats the point wasting time
On one who's not mine?

Sparse
More words said today
But never enough for me
I do not know why

Right
On and on I write and write
Without an ending in sight
On and on I write...

More
Have you more to say
Than the things you wrote today
On your computer?

Halt!
More words must be said
Or we will come to an end
Very abruptly!

You
Do you even care?
I'm hurting and you re not there
Do you give a damn?

Failure
Things have not worked out
I hoped for the best no doubt
Was it really love?

Never
Ive never known love
Ive not seen a glimpse of it
Still I never will

Finito
Here's the final end
I must say goodbye my friend
To my thoughts on men

Copyright 2008. Annie C.